getting there

finding my balance

2011-06-13T21:20:00.004+08:00

Took me a while but I think I'm back.

I think I've changed a little bit, hopefully grew a little bit.

Worlds away from what I used to do or be.

I think I might like it here.

5 and a half years ago.

2010-12-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

the end.

i hope you find your happy.

2010-12-01T06:20:00.001+08:00

trust is quicksand,
claiming everything I have,
all to give me life.

one thousand more to go,
I’ll send every prayer from below.

closer

2010-10-23T00:06:00.001+08:00

"When you enter a new environment, the people who you interact with at first are almost always never by your side when you say goodbye... It's the people you meet halfway that stick like super glue..."

-Chiong Ping Ting

look how far we've come

2010-10-06T01:32:00.000+08:00

Ten years or ten months. It doesn't really make any difference because you are all the same.

Lesson well learnt. Thanks.

so convinced and just too cool

2010-09-17T21:48:00.007+08:00

i never took it off.

it reminded me of the camaraderie. the undefeated.

all those things and so much more

after, it still reminded me of the same things. but from a different angle.

it didn't make me smile like it used to anymore.

so i ditched it.

i'd stand up and punch them out cause they're all wrong

we all learn to make mistakes

2010-08-27T19:59:00.002+08:00

i used to just love it so much when our days were so packed;
and at the end of it all i would crawl into bed
and just pass out the moment my head touched my pillow.

now i lay in the dust you leave behind
and i count the spiders as they dance across the ceiling.
just watching as they weave their gossamer threads of inevitable dread.

not my intention

2010-07-17T03:04:00.005+08:00

two days ago i got new slippers AND a new stapler. so then i was so happy.

i think im so easy that way, how such trivial things can really flip my day around.

but then,

six. is the number of lines i drew for you last night.

sincerity. honesty. loyalty. solidarity.

and i can give you my whole world.

because none of it was ever worth the risk

2010-07-13T09:41:00.005+08:00

here is a shot from my holiday. i like this shot.

everything is always better in black and white. all the in-betweens and shady grains become definite. or nothing. and everything is just as it seems.

everything you do is by your own choice anyway. color just makes it that much more difficult to choose.

but you cut me so much deeper

2010-05-22T04:34:00.001+08:00

not so awesome when everything is spiraling out

not like tiny bits of thread where everything starts to fray

babi bakar!

2010-05-14T00:41:00.007+08:00

while im still hardworking to update, here is an update! :D

today i had babi bakar! again! only this time abigailthecolleague was off so we couldn't eat it together sekretly. hohoho.

instead i hadta wait till go home time(like in school!) to eat. but then it was not so hot already. but still SO yummy! but today's was san chien roe! so was so layer layer! but i ate EVERYTHING! now i feel a bit ill! also i can feel all my arteries half clogged up. hohoho. hopefully i dont psycho myself into a stroke. or heart attack! i dunno which one, but so danger. hehehe.

other that that, nothing new. i still haven't picked up gabby's contacts or sent my coat to the laundromat. no surprise there. hohoho.

oh yeah, also, today my toe's progress is gone backwards again. coz last night im quite sure quite a few people stepped on it. then also today, i hadta wear my shoes to work coz i was going back and fourth from the front desk and the exec and i figured it would look really bad if i wore my bright blue flip flops. hehe.

WOW! so many words today. no pictures.

goodnight!

can't drink for shits

2010-05-13T09:22:00.002+08:00

i know i could NEVER drink for shits, but now i think my alco tolerance is like negative!

so anyway, here is my unofficial resignation from drinking.

just because drinking only five drinks last night made me feel like ill.
(also, people kept stepping on my toe last night, now its started bleeding all over again.)

but anyway, its unofficial, so it might or might not last. im guessing not, just a matter of time. hahaha!!

but for now anyways! rawrr. so contradictory, i cannot stand! you know what i mean lah!! kthxbai!!

quote from the night "you know, i think i threw up a bit in my mouth then i swallowed it back again! i know! gross right!?"

off day!

2010-05-12T14:04:00.002+08:00

today is my off day!
so ima do nothing and just sleep the whole day! :D

but actually no, coz i need to drop off my coat at the dry cleaners and pickup some contacts for gabby.

and also im sure there's some other stuff i need to do. but cant remember now.

in other news, sherms was in town last week, was good having him back.
no pictures though, not even one!

ok. finish crapping for today. want to eats babi bakar! rawrr!!

about work again?!

2010-05-08T14:09:00.002+08:00

i hate office politics. somehow my plan to stay neutral and live peacefully is gone out the window.

i think thats all i can say here in case anyone finds my blog. hehe.

work is zzzzzzzzzzzzz....

2010-05-05T17:29:00.002+08:00

you know you need to get out more when you try to login to your blog with your system id for work. is exactly what i was did for about 5 minutes before realizing why i couldn't sign in. x_X

anyhoo, leg is better now, i threw away my crutches coz i was so sick of using them. a bit bleeding still and it hurts a bit to walk, but who cares lah. i can walk! :D

in other news, today is gabby's birthday so happy birthday to she!

actually i had something to blog about but after wasting so much time trying to login now is totally forgot. oh wells. maybe later. ta!

no title for today

2010-05-02T13:50:00.002+08:00

quick update:

i updated my profile pic! after about 1 year of using the free sample. now its me with my bloody toe and a big cheezy. hohoho.

two, i cant get mc today coz no one to cover me. rawrr..

also, jo is back for the weekend.

today, not so much.

2010-04-29T22:37:00.009+08:00

today i woke up so early in the morning coz my toe was hurting like crazy, maybe coz my painkillers wore off.

anyhoo, then i had some fever and threw up. then went back to sleep the whole day. now i feel better already.

in the afternoon i went to the IRB (its like IRS, but according to gabby its called IRB here, who knew? i think i learn too many things from tv. :p) to get some e-filing pin for my mama. using crutches DOES have its perks coz i got skipped right to the front of the queue. hohoho.

other that that, nothing new.
here is a nice song i got off the dong:

p/s my toe is STILL bleeding!

ok! time for sleep again!

goodnight, world!

HO!!

2010-04-28T05:06:00.005+08:00

something happened at last! that is worth blogging!! or at least, something that i can actually write down here! hohoho!

ta-DAA!!!!!

here is my toe! smashed into two pieces by the laptop!! so danger!

right after it got smashed it was so painfol!! but i didn't know it was broke! i only thought so painfol! then when i open my hands it was AHH!!!!!!!!!!! SO MUCH BLOODS!!!!!!!!!!

then SO SO SO painful till i almost threw up!!

then my mama insisted we go to doctors! even though i told her i could fix it byself!
so then we went to normah! and the doctor just talk so much rubbish then is clean and bandage!

and also got a shot for tetanus. which when i think of it now is strange coz no rust went near my toe? but i dunno lah. hoho.

but the main point is: they charged me 90 bux0rs!! like super crazy expensive!! and then ask me to come back tomorrow to change the dressing!!

so of course ima change it myself tomorrow! only if so fail and then starts going off then i will go back to change. hohoho. hopefully my toe doesn't fall off.

so this is right after we cane back from the ER. already so full of blood the bandage.

anyhoo. now is time for sleeps! goodnight!

p/s my toe is so crazy painfol! the painkillers that the doc gave are so sissy. tomorrow ima go to work and take the painkillers i left there that abigailthecolleague got for me!

roller coaster

2010-04-17T04:07:00.002+08:00

im so hungry btw.

so many things happening, yet at the same time, nothing's happening.
weird in a slightly disturbing and redundant kinda way.

but its alright lah.

today i had a weird dream. but i already forgot the details, only remember that it was weird. hehe.

anyhoo, im at work now. finished all my work by 2.15! amazing!
so nothing to do till my shift ends at 7. now online with my colleagues lappie. i dunno where he ran to, but i really need to pee!

other that that, nothing new to update. :D

the color is sallow.

2010-04-12T16:54:00.002+08:00

broken bones, busted blood vessels and shot nerves.

a persistent pain, shooting all the way up.

huge chunks of memory wiped clean.

definitely an moment.

stuck on loop'

2010-04-06T03:10:00.002+08:00

nothing happening in my life so far. still same as last month and the month before. and before..
I do feel though, that im turning into a hypocritical little bitch. I hate!!

on wednesday I will start running again. that is a statement. unless it rains. then it will just be a canceled statement. hehe. :p (if this was fb, i would tag darren, kevin and jw).

so come back already. my lies are wearing thin.

free plug!

2010-03-21T21:34:00.002+08:00

so here is a new blogshop by the sister. please click here and

there---> XXXXXXX

for links to the actual blogshop and the facebook fan page.

do drop by and buy something from my sister. she is very bad at doing business(too honest?) and surely will not con you. hohoho!

erasing my life after you.

2010-03-21T21:22:00.002+08:00

update of the day:

my stab wound is not getting better; my stab wound is getting worse.

some charcoal dust flew into the meat when i got cut, and it was so painful i couldn't wash it out. and now its like STUCK to my meat. and still so painful.

ok la. actually its not a stab wound. more like a deep little cut. but stab wound sounds more awesome. so let me be lah! rawrr.

anyhoo, today i spent ALL my money shopping with the gabby. i really wanted to save my moolahs but all i could think was that money is useless unless you give it away. or something along the lines of that lah. i heard it in a riddle somewhere before. i think. so anyhoo, the point is, a reminder to myself, before i lose myself, in case i lose myself : DO NOT TURN INTO A SHOPAHOLIC! :O

ok.. moving on, im still working at that place, nothing new so far. life is just a bunch of zs.

still i have not yet figured out what i want to do with my life.

.. .

bbq steaks! mMMmmm.

2010-03-21T02:11:00.002+08:00

wowzas so long never update!

today i wanted to make some steaks for eats and then somehow managed to stab myself with the knife! ouch! so much blood and so deep was so painful!

anyhoo. lazy now. continue later! ta!

holding on like its all i have.

2010-02-18T04:27:00.002+08:00

i wish so much that you really meant what you said.
i guess i will just hafta wait and see.

but even if you go away. its ok.
coz its so true. this isn't hollywood. so its fine.

im happy with what i've got. :D

cny

2010-02-16T04:00:00.002+08:00

The second day of chinese new year is today. we went visiting. everything is so different. so empty.

here is my room.

so many things!

2010-01-23T11:17:00.008+08:00

HAI! have not updated here for so long coz at first my holidays were so boring and monotonous that it was quite pointless. and then when everyone came back i was busy having fun and too lazy etc. and now everyone is left so update lah today. hehe.

first is important announcement: i just checked my results and is pass final sem!! hohoho! means im finish school and graduating soon. but also means i need to look for a real job.

which brings us to topic two! :D so anyhoo. im working now at this hotel. four points by sheraton kuching. its all good and fun. sometimes not so fun. and im still learning new things everyday coz everyone have been quite nice to me at work. but ok ok lah i guess. hehe. ok so bozz. next

so lazy for words. now is picture story time. :D

so we went fishing when everyone came back! oh yeah. the everyone would be : june, darren, daphne, champ, line, roger, theo(for 2 days, i nearly forgot bout the wedding dinner!), james, i dunno. anyone i might have missed out? hehe.

this is the giant patin fish that i NEARLY caught! :D

as usual, me and june got bitten by a weird bug at fishing. and so swollen and itchy for days!!

this is momo! one of two christmas gunis thet we got for mark.

this is jo eating some sago thingy when we went to palm beach with qing and liz + they parents.

and last picter for today is mark and jo. i forced them to pose with the firetruck after india street got burnt down. hehehe.

anyhoo. like that lah is my life so far. i realized that i have so little pictures of everything!

suspension

2009-12-07T03:26:00.002+08:00

finished with exams! hopefully pass so i dont have to resit (or repeat!) anything. i think results are coming out in january. i think.

so anyhoo. how i am holidaying indefinitely. also maybe get a job else i will have no money to holiday.

yup. so the plan now is no plan at all. :D

whenever, wherever.

2009-11-28T20:18:00.003+08:00

i am grateful for friends who are always there to catch me when i fall.

vomitz!

2009-11-24T02:15:00.003+08:00

just now i went to the spring with gabby and skinny. we saw vomitz right in the middle of spring! it was SO GROSS and smelt of milo and looked so slimy!! was AWESOME!! hehe. i wanted to look more but gabby quickly quickly pulled us away coz she was going to throw up too! hehehe.

so anyway. like that. then we went to get supper at mcd and then extra supper outside mcd. hehe. now my hand smells like bbq honey chicken wings yuck!

then after that i sent gabby and skinny home and gabby lent me a nice shirt to wear coz my shirt was stink of food. and then i went back to the library and read a bit of reading for my exams. so good! hehe.

and then i went home and feed doggy some bones from the bbq honey chicken wings. AND I SAW AN EARTHWORM YUCK GROSS!!!!! it was so shiny and wet looking yucks!!!! then i screamed AAHHHHH!!!! and OOOOOOHH!!!! EEEEEEEE!!!! and them my mama quickly ran to the backyard to see if i was being attacked or dying or something. then when she found out it was a worm she just ask me to sshh coz people are sleeping! T.T

then she asked me to just wash the worm into the drain SO GROSSS!!
then when i looked it was gone!!! slimed away SO FAST and hidden somewhere!! YICKS!!!

there's more story but i feel so tired now remembering the earthworm. YUCK!

so instead, here is a picture of michael kang:

super chinky chink!

back from lunch!

2009-11-20T17:42:00.004+08:00

i guess i will be skipping dinner today. coz im so full! went to eat malak mien at the new malak mien with liz. and clara also came along. i drove liz's car. is like driving a boat!

but anyhoo. now im back in the library again. need to start reading for my tests!

i did, btw, finish my letters just now and bought them for my lecturer to see! lucky thing i did coz turns out today is the last day she's in uni. and also. my letters were quite ok except the formatting a bit wrong in some places. but all sorted out now. :D

ok. highlight of my day so far: i hadta sit on a spinny chair while waiting for my lecturer to finish talking to another body. then i spin spin happily in the chair coz my feet couldn't quite reach the ground. but after a bit i felt like vomiting. hehe.

in other news, i ate ice cream for breakfast! :D .. ... .

. .. . .. ...

ok. more procrastination. ima go read my notes now! /fla

reading!

2009-11-20T11:42:00.002+08:00

much reading i have to do for tests that r coming up quite soon!

but im quite lazy.

but i must finish writing my letters by 3! which is the time i am going to eat lunch (i hope!)

so yeah. i have 4 hours to write 4 letters! plenty of time. fla fa fu la!

anyway. i have nothing else to write here. aside from exams coming up soon, life is still the same old same old.

ok. need to write my letters now!

(procrastinating also so fail. hehe)

a short short post of whats been happening:

2009-11-18T11:45:00.001+08:00

yew inn was back for a bit.

we had a fire drill in uni. just like in high school. hehe.

spy cam: my lecturer looks like michael scofield!

and my auntie got married!!

p/s btw, i really must be allergic to work! on saturday i went to sit for my paper and was quite not well feeling. then right after the exam i became so fine! magick! (or maybe also coz i was sitting right under the air con during the test. maybe.)

allergic to work

2009-11-12T23:00:00.001+08:00

i really am!

have a big paper to prepare for. was supposed to be on wednesday buy i managed to get my class an extension till saturday. YES! so hero!

but yes. i am so allergic to work. have been sick on and off since tuesday. now must be on coz fever is back again. and i accidentally sneezed once and suddenly i have the flu now. eeks.

(here is a small story!)
also i somehow managed to clog my ears (with mucous?) while blowing my nose; righttt before indah called. then i couldn't hear a word she was saying! so sadly. indah NEVER calls!

so yeah. i really must be allergic to work coz every time i get sick i also have a big paper or exam coming up. but then again, could just be a coincidence. hehehe.

ok. time now for sleep!

a photo-story of damai

2009-11-09T10:21:00.017+08:00

this be us on the way up!

super massive traffic jam!

at the poolside. funny little kayak-men on the pool. i they were supposed to be some kind of deco. maybe like little ducks?

me! eating the foods! :D

the mommy doing the gabzilla! hehe.

compulsory camwhoring after dinner.

"imma show you guys how its done!"

the 'whos-butt-is-bigger-contest' looks like the skinny won!

doing a very energetic dance.

gabby's its-too-early-for-this face.

gabby again. lost in the morning senamrobics.

me and the skinny and the daddy. trying to fly a kite!

one minute before the rain hit the beach!

local malay ulam-ulaman with belachan sauce. actually is quite yummy once you've gotten over the GREEN!!!! taste.

much thanks to this family for having me over! :D

the two pigs that fell asleep on the way back. :p

but its not.

2009-10-30T03:33:00.002+08:00

why so persistent, insistent?

why this change of weather?

it seeps into my bones

its hurting me. this bitter cold.

let me demonstrate my fail drawing skills

2009-10-28T22:16:00.005+08:00

today actually i wanted to complain about annoying people in the library who like to group at the pc area! which obviously was only built to accommodate one person per com! furthermore! they always talk so loudly about rubbish! but today was the worst! coz THREE people grouped at one computer. which soi soi-ly was the one next to the one i was given. SO! i just sat down lah. and did my work. THEN they kept gossiping about a girl on fb lah etc etc. and the WORST worst part! the fat girl kept knocking me with her elephant arm lah! coz kept talking so animatedly. then i almost told them to shut up and stop knocking me and go somewhere else to gossip. but then i didnt! coz so patiently. hohoho.

and then this happened!: (see down pic!)

and then QUITE happy lah. coz i really was expecting to fail very very badly! coz i only answered three out of four questions. and not really well also!

SO LUCKY! so then i decided not to blog about annoying people today. ta-DAA! :D

and everything was beautiful.

2009-10-26T01:17:00.000+08:00

and the end of the day is come and gone. and im still here.

WOW!!

2009-10-24T19:32:00.004+08:00

it really worked!! the putting my list of stuff to do on the side! coz i really forgot i have something due today! and then i just saw it! and then owh shit panic!! but then lucky im still in time and its just simple thing! and i finished it already actually and just need to post it! so done already! :D

SO LUCKY!!!! HOHOHO!! thank u lah!!! i just made my day! :D:D:D

ouch.!

2009-10-24T19:13:00.002+08:00

spent friday selling (or TRYING to sell) bridal packages! haha. imagine that! i was quite amazed also when people agreed! :P

but yeah. spent 12 hours in heels! 10 of them standing! i nearly DIED! my poor feet still hurt now! thank god for the 2 hours lunch and dinner break else i really would have died. hehe.

halfway through i remembered when i just broke my foot the doc said i shouldnt wear heels. (was trying to think of an excuse to get out of my heels!) then i realised that was about five years ago and definitely doesn't count anymore. x_X

i hate being stuck.

i really should start running again. REALLY!

here i have made!

2009-10-22T14:48:00.004+08:00

a small list, so that every time i open my blog i will be reminded of all the stuff i must do instead of wasting time online.
also, before this everything was kept in my head, and was starting to get a little worried that i might miss one out. AH!

did you find what you were looking for?

2009-10-22T01:18:00.002+08:00

no, i dont even know what im looking for anymore.
but yeah, no more dark and twisty. is too ciplak for me! :P

song of the mo:

tong in your kong!

2009-10-19T23:27:00.002+08:00

today i want to be happy, i choose to be happy today. so let me be happy today! :D

so anyhoo, highlight of my day was when i went to the comlab after class to do my work. then forgot to bring my earphones so resorted to listening to music on the cpu's internal speakers. then pretended it wasnt me when people started looking around. hehehehe. but it was good music so maybe they were looking to thank me? hehe.

so THEN! before i left to get dinner with ah pui, i switched the playlist to spice girls! and faster cabut! but not before i hid the player so that no one could find it and turn it off! HOHOHO!!

(but actually im sure people could find it and turn it off quite easily if they wanted to.)

but the point is, just amuse me. just for 5 minutes. thank you.

my afternoon was ok,

2009-10-18T03:24:00.001+08:00

this call is meant to be brief,
a simple hello, ending with goodbye.

why, oh why would you do sucha thing?

2009-10-17T18:08:00.002+08:00

i've only just barely managed to climb out of this place. why did you have to just come along and knock me back down again?

so again, was it easy?

and you are right, the darkness is always waiting.

i had a post about trying to catch clouds..

2009-10-16T23:21:00.002+08:00

but instead today i tell you about my day. and that saddy.

that saddy, so bad. went to fight with other dogs(im assuming) then come home and bleed blood all over my front porch. so i had to wash the floor lah. and now my back hurts. but i think also saddy must think im quite terrible, coz pick today of all days, when he is injured and bleeding all over to chase him out and wash the floor. hehe. but he looks fine lah. and still walk and run here and there happily. is all good except for the fact that he's bleeding blood all over. hehe. :p

today i got mcdonalds for lunch. also managed to squeeze three group meetings/discussions into two and a half hours. so superstar! especially the part where my group cannot start without me coz is skillz! hahaha. ok lah. not so. i have a very clever boy in my group. and only one part he doesn't know how to do, which coincidentally is the part i am ACE! :D

so yes. that is my day. or part of.

p/s i need to get a job. but waiting for a letter from my lecturer, who is not replying me, i think maybe she might have died! eeps! :O

for you

2009-10-15T22:53:00.003+08:00

at the drop of a hat, all plans changed and put aside. wonderful. and when i thought of it, i thought of this song. so here is a song for you.

i always liked the calling. somehow it always reminds me of someone. and of what could have been. and of what is. even when i forget sometimes, it always comes back. i think its alright now. :)

o.O .. !?

2009-10-13T11:34:00.004+08:00

i didn't know it was even possible for people to reach such levels of assholeness!

i really hope you get whats coming.

the REAL pirate octopus?

2009-10-12T23:06:00.002+08:00

so wilh went back today. sorry cannot reply you guys coz ran out of credit. hehe.

so now is time for finishing up school work and such. just one more presentation to go i think. two more assignments and one more report. then i think i am quite done with uni work apart from many many group meetings for a lot a lot of group work this semester. exams are coming quite soon. i must be careful not so screw anything up. *wee wang wang wee wang wang* (is stolen anti jinx spell! hope it works! hehe)

so yeah. i think no more drinking for me till im finished with everything(which is actually in less than 2 months! oh so danger!). even though i am ZERO alco tolerance. but actually is good also lah. can save money. hehe.

i think im quite terpesong from my main point. which, actually, is not really important anymore.

ok. done here.

"don't over think", he said.

2009-10-12T00:05:00.004+08:00

so this is me now, trying to take your advice. but still, while doing so, i wonder if you still remember me? :p

so anyhoo, just came back from kueh chap and then barsaga. but now im hungry again. and craving for mcd's spicy chicken mcdeluxe!
heres a picture i stole from the site! for your viewing pleasure! hohoho!

i wish WISH someone would tapau one of these for me now. maybe two. :D

so hungry and FAT! how how??

i havent been running for 2 months now. ever since that day when i nearly died running. a bit scared to go running again in case it happens again. oh wells. gotta start sometime.

left in the almost dark.

2009-10-11T02:07:00.003+08:00

i don't know why this is happening. how did you just suddenly decide this?

i only know that this is really difficult for me. a part of me hopes that its not easy for you either. coz then i would be nothing.

but another part hopes that it is. coz no part of me wants you to feel this way that i do.

arthritis in my wrists

2009-10-03T18:17:00.002+08:00

this is me trying to use proper spelling and grammar for one sentence. fail? too bad.

anyhoo, played rockband just now! is my first time so a bit sakai. turns out that gabby is naturally good at the drums while indah is 100% singing! azlan i guess not counted that its good at everything coz he's had lots of practice. but also very kehsi lah actually. hohoho

today is wellington's birthday. so HAPPY BIRTHDAY WELLINGTON!!! (if u ever come here and see this)

ok. the main point of the story today is: my wrists hurt. quite a bit! at first coz it was so cold last night so all my bones hurt. then i think today coz strained them playing guitar hero. and now straining them even more coz lying in bed apparently is not a very good position to type in.

OH!!! last night i watched a virus zombie movie! was not scary but because i am a super chicken i had a dream about it. and apparently was screaming in my sleep! hoho. so danger.

okeh. finish updating my life. so now tell me yours..?

graduation

2009-10-02T01:16:00.004+08:00

gabby's graduation on 29th sept. was good. very happy and very proud. well done indeed. congratulations!

here is a nice song i am liking now:

WAH PIANG!!!!

2009-09-28T17:30:00.003+08:00

i just finished my group discussion!! which started at 2! is my longest group meeting thingy ever! coz i always cut it short and fila fala.anyhoo! i almost DIED from using my brain so much! so painful my brain! fufufu!

HOHO!! anyhoo. i am so craving McFlurry everyday! coz of that QING who refuses to change her pm on msn! (Qing - I want a McFlurry!!!....) YAH!!! so fat already how!!? today i went to eat brekkie with carissa and kevin at min joo kee. but detoured to help gabby's dad fix his tyre before. THEN, went to pick up liz and make passport. then lunch and get cheque at workplace then discussion! until now! wowzas!

ok lah. so that is the story of my not happening life. hehe.

p/s the ang moh guy next to me is so strange, keeps talking to himself. eeeeps!! kua kua kuaaaa. okeh. TA!

oh. also btw. thanking belinda who took much time and effort to explain to me the confusing working of CAPSIMSUX0RS!!

p/p/s the ang moh guy is now laughing byself! plleeeppp!

okeh!! i gtg time is now!! to get my McFlurry fix! HOHOHO TRALALA!! but actually i HATE sweet things and always feel ill towards the end of my ice cream coz its too TOO sweet! like me!! hoho. no really. it is! :p

friday.

2009-09-25T17:50:00.002+08:00

went to school today. to finish up my work. having mid sem break next week. means i only have half a semester left.

got a headache from staring at the screen for four hours trying to figure out the homework. have a bleedin headache now.

i wanna go home. but i think its peak time for traffic jam now. so i guess i'll just wait a bit more. the sun suddenly set low enough and is now poking me in the eye. a bit annoying. but also sakaifying coz how often does that happen? not being poked in the eye, sitting in one place long enough till the sun sets on you. ok. maybe its common i dunno? but never happens to me coz i never sit in one place for long enough.

im so hungry though. i havent gotten lunch. hopefully when i get home is dinenr time already. i want to eat kfc. and malak mien. and mc donalds. and lasagne! (HOHOHO. actually i forgot what lasagna was called then had to google 'italian food' then just ended up getting more hungry coz look at so many pics of so yummy food!)

OK LAH! time to go home now!

p/s i like guys that have nice smells. and HATE guys that smell..! ick!

why. sometimes you do the things that you do?

an update of real words! wow!

2009-09-21T21:55:00.003+08:00

for everyone (if any left) who must be sick of watching random vids that i am listening to. hoho.

so today. is raya two! we, which is me and gabby+sis, jw and belinda, went to visit sara! so yummy food. and also so many people!

other than that. did nothing today. hoho. so pig. daisy just arrived a while ago. and gabby is having a bbbq!

ou yeah. the other day gabby took a day off work to do her thingy thing. we went to get lunch at jalan song singapore chicken rice and we ALL lausai the next day! so terrible! and it was so superly expensive as well! so i think we are never never going there again. oh. minus kevin i think. i forgot to ask him if he got lausai the next day but me and gabby and jw did! hohoho. so gross food!

anyhoo. OH!!!! SMTH FUNNY!

HOHOHOHOH!!!!! SO CLASSY!!!

ok! time for dinner now! ta! :D

wonderwall?

2009-09-21T02:25:00.000+08:00

on loop

2009-09-19T17:55:00.001+08:00

disjointed words

2009-09-15T22:14:00.002+08:00

a blog of cats!

2009-09-09T23:48:00.002+08:00

actually not. hehe. but thats the title eds gave me to blog about! hohoho

anyhoo. is just back from a hormody(?). is what june called it! some singaporean comedy horror show we paid 30 bucks for! so eX! but is for charity so i guess is ok.

it was at the new lotus five/old riverside cineplex. new things are new cushing seats, and new ticketing counter thingy, and junk food selling thingy (SO EX!!1), and we had to go out thru a very long and winding echo-y tunnel after the movie.

OH!!! and the best part is the rows have little lighted numbers so you dont have to use your hp and try to figure out where your seat is! HOHOHO! we was must sakai!
quote jw: eh, take ur hp and shine. *walk walk a few steps*EH! GOT LIGHT!!! HAHAAHAHA!!! *sakai!!*

anyhoo! like that! the show was ok-ish. i was the only one screaming. everyone else was laughing. i think i am becoming more and more chickeny. if thats even possible. hehehe.

also. to conclude, i have a stomach ache now! i think is combo of not eating the whole day then stuffing my face with crisps(pspspsppsss!) in the movie. and also stress of driving thru monsoon rain to the movies. plus sitting in a strange angle coz the movie so!

foods please!

2009-08-26T12:12:00.002+08:00

i have a half hour break now before my next class. not enough time to go out and look for food and not desperate enough yet to go get food at the canteen. i realised, btw, i havent been to the school canteen since gabby finished classes. over a year ago! thats how sucks school food is. ah.. if only the yummy beef noodles would come back. then i would set up camp in the canteen. hehe.

next time i must remember to buy me burgers the night before. so i can have cold burger in the morning! yums!

many reminders of many things. in many places. most of the things are you. and most of the places are around me.

hmm. two reports due next month. should get started soon.

for now, continue being hungry and cold. ta! :D

Now press *

2009-08-25T13:32:00.005+08:00

i am sitting happily at the computer. i hate it when people with bad breath come and sit by me. and also people who come in groups and talk loudly.

tonight we are going to eat ham. maybe, hopefully, gabby is coming also. then maybe we will eat ham and sotong.

school is boring. i wish to have a seaside holiday with a bottle of jd and a case of beer.

p/s the bad breath guy is still here. and two of his friends came over to talk to him. *HaTes!*

here i am. again.

2009-08-24T11:52:00.002+08:00

so uni has started again. actually this is the third week already but i've just only let go of my holidays now. im supposed to be in class now but after spending so much time looking for a park and then going to 3 wrong classrooms i decided to bow down to fate and bunk. hehehe.

oh yeah. parkings a bitch this semester. dont know what happened but people are parking on the road outside school again and i got caught in a gridlock sortof jam for 20 minutes trying to get out! ah! the horror!

on more un-uni topics. the darren and line and caryn have just left. and the carissa and june are leaving soon. which leaves no one left to play with. boo!

post-birthday wishes to jo! and pre-brithday wished to mark!

ok! cannot think of anything to write now coz keep thinking of malak mien with the gobby sisters! i best be going now! ta! :D

p/s random note - i want to get new shoes!

weekend

2009-07-19T23:10:00.002+08:00

not so good. was full of UNrunning and instead a bit of drinking beer and eating babi bakar. not good at all.

hmm. going running tomorrow! hopefully!

other than that was an uneventful weekend. caught the new harry potter movie on friday. was ok. a bit boring at the start but better than the last one. oh. but was quite long then my knee so painful halfway.

ok. finish! ta! :D

by official decree:

2009-07-19T02:13:00.002+08:00

i am not going out at least till next week coz i am so so SO pok! ok. so don't need to ask even. the answer is no. T.T

thank you! goodnight!

today i..

2009-07-17T00:44:00.002+08:00

woke up before 7 to go for breakfast with grace! so early gila babi ok! and ate not so good laksa at chopsticks. but i like to drink barley lemon now. :D

then. went home and tried to sleep for 15 minutes then the darren called me to wake up to go breakkie again! then i just ate alreayd so he gave me the job of looking for a place to go fishing. 15 minutes of google later i decided to sleep instead. only to be woken up some minutes later by another call saying they r done with eating and is time to go fishing. since, obviously, i didnt find any place to go coz was busy trying to sleep we had to go to the biasa place. i have a bit more trying to sleep but didnt work out story here but so lazy.. moving on.

fishing was fishing. i accidentally killed an orange fish. oOps.. and i killed a cicak coz caryn was so busy being scared of them and wont sit still. then we found out there are actually so many cicaks hanging around coz they wanted to steal out bait. then i made little bait balls and tried to catch the cicaks. is so fail coz darren busy talking and they just stole the bait from right next to him (he was supposed to whack them with his shoe when they came to eat the bait).

oh. and theo caught the biggest fish! and he was so worried someone would catch a bigger one. haha. :p

OH!! and kevin caught the ugliest most quasimodo-est ever! eewww!!! yuk!

THEN, went to smth smth, i forgot the name of the place to eat malay food. theo and sam had japanese lime juice. HOHOHO!

then home. where i ran in the rain to go in the house. then all wet. then faster shower. and of course it stopped raining already right after. then fell asleep for half an hour then pick bro from school. then pengsan till late at night.

did not go running today. i feel fat and lazy and not so good. urghhh.

sleight of hand and twist of fate

2009-07-16T00:58:00.003+08:00

you. surprise me.

and you. disappoint me.

do you still care..?

i miss you, sunshine.

status update

2009-07-13T01:28:00.000+08:00

running running! again tomorrow! if it doesn't rain hopefully. :D

went to lunch and cut hair on saturday. now my hair is kinda iffy.

i need to get some new socks. and a weighing machine. still havent gotten one.

i want to run now. so strange. when ever i am free and bored now i think of going running.

also i want to join a hash. when im already upped my stamina.

right now is plan to stick to 10 rounds at xxxx(in case someone reads this and comes to kidnap me!) till i can do the whole thing without stopping. coz currently i am half run half walk half dead dragging myself through it.

AHH!!! advice from ms harvard!

magick says (1:38 AM):
yahhh
magick says (1:38 AM):
dont always tambah too many
magick says (1:38 AM):
you can stick to 10
magick says (1:38 AM):
then try to do without stopping
magick says (1:38 AM):
then if can already
magick says (1:38 AM):
you can either tambah more or run faster

yup. so thats the plan. hopefully its gonna stick. :D

rain

2009-07-10T16:32:00.001+08:00

it needs to stop now! so i can go running! rahh!!

the road i've chosen

2009-07-09T00:04:00.002+08:00

many things to say. but i dont know how to put it down in words.

just only. i will try to make the most of what i can from this. its about time i learned to live with the consequences of my actions. all of them.

a friend of mine once said, there are no regrets in life, only lessons. so lessons i will learn then.

i miss you.

2009-07-08T11:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday i went running with gabby and co. then pulled some muscle or something in my leg. and tidak insaf insaf lagi apparently coz went running this morning with the darren and kebin and then my leg hurt a little bit more. but i nearly fell out of my car when i got home coz my leg was so painful i didn't even realise. but hopefully it was only a temporary thing. :D

anyhoo. other stuff that have been happening is mostly nothing. hehe.

last week i bought plane tix for jo to come back to surprise the bro on his birthday! is the first time i bought plane tix with my own moolahs so quite sakai. hehehe. also went to catch a movie with gabby and sisters on sunday. and found out the kolo mee at the old opera house place thingy is not so good.

OH! and clara was here for a week. i almost forgot. we went to dinner and then bing and then triangle(which, i think, wouldn't be that sucky a place if it wasn't FULL FULL of creepy ah peks *grossssssss*).

yeah. apart from that. i cannot remember anything else i did the past week. so like that. ta!

visit me again. ok? :D

hai ho halo!

2009-06-30T01:44:00.003+08:00

today just now i went out with jeffthejeff to catch a moovie! but all movies sold out so we went to get dinner instead. drove around half of kuching till finally deciding to go to butter chicken. but that did not look open. so we went instead to some place i forgot the name it could have been friendship cafe, i think, but that was closed as well. so we ended up at poh kong park kueh chap which according to jeffthejeff was the first and last time he is going! but taste like nothing to me coz seems like i cannot taste food. hehe.

after that we drove around some more and finally we went to junk bar and fila fala. some beers later i am home and SO hungry!

eat this, sexy burger man!

2009-06-29T14:23:00.003+08:00

here is! my slow charcoal grilled burger! so yummy ok! despite its nooby appearance. hohoho!

is minced beef and many many onions! :D

so pass ok! i think can open stall and sell burger already! :D

roller coaster

2009-06-29T11:59:00.002+08:00

so its monday again. was supposed to go running with the darren this morning but i got a text at 8 saying cannot run today. presumably coz of bad weather. ahh. thank god for rain. but then again i feel so fat and lazy. i really MUST buy a weighing maching.

gabby is still at bali. no news from her. hope all is well. and jw has also run off to cambodia. hope she is doing good also. me am left here broed and bored. should have booked those tixs to visit jo when they were still cheap. hmm..

i have a feeling that im supposed to do something today. but cant remember what. blehh..

maybe i will plant my tomatoes today.

i cannot wait for the first day of the rest of my life to start! then i woke up. and realised this IS the first day of the rest of my life. this is what makes life, life. ahh. exactly what i told daphne. (who is btw going on a boat trip today or tomorrow maybe.)

ok, life! ready.. steady.. GO!!!

The bluest sky is infinitely high and crystal clear

2009-06-26T22:24:00.006+08:00

here is a pic i took the other day. when i went to the library. the sky was MUCh bluer and also the rainbow prettier. somehow the picture became not so pretty when i put it in here. maybe coz lousy phone cam. oh well. (right here i want to write something about how the sky is so high. and also about infinite possibilities, is what i feel when i look at the picture of the little building(my papas office!) and rooftops(state lib) and the clouds that are dark but at the same time still shining so brightly and go on so high. and also the rainbow that suddenly popped up out of nowhere. and the sky after the clouds that go on even higher. but i think.. dunno. so maybe. yeah. thats it. :D )

im just send gabby to the airport. she is going to holiday in bali. hopefully is lots of fun.

anyhoo. im doing good so far. holidays have been nothing productive (yet.?) and just been lepaking around. i have some pictures from lepaking but we'll leave that for tomorrow. maybe.

i should start looking for a job soon. mayyyybe. hehe.

wilh is back in kl already. i think i blogged about it already. yeah. i think i did.

tomorrow i am scheduled breakkie with jw and jeff. but no one told me what time.

here is song of the day. from me. :D

trees!

2009-06-24T13:10:00.003+08:00

yesterday i fell asleep TOO early. T.T

gabby is having exams in a bit so is GOOD LUCK!!!

i just got a text from darren saying wanna climb santubong on saturday. apparently its gonna take about 6 hours. i think ima back out now. hehe.

also, my cough is stopped! magick! i only coughed 2 times today. since i woke up. hohoho. so pass!
TOLD you guys that i didnt have to stop eating yummy! :D

now is time for watching chick flicks then go out to buy something! ta! :D

oh. btw. p/s and such. i havent yet planted my tomatoes! need to get soil from someplace my mom hasn't showed me yet. hehe. ok. TA for real now! have a lovely day! :D

two

2009-06-23T01:50:00.000+08:00

so after lying around a bit. i finally mustered up enough unlazyness to drag myself out of bed and into the shower. then went over to wilh's place and watched a chick flick with some beers.

jw called at 6 and we canceled plans for running/badminton coz so lazy. actually i canceled. coz i am more of a pig than her.

at 6.30 we were thinking of having a bbq - figured we'd just run out and grab some stuff and be ready to eat by 8. drove around looking for stuff to buy coz traffic jam and power outage decided to make a little trouble for us.

finally got our stuff together and confirmed having a bbq at 9ish i think. i only started eating the food after 11.

dropped karen home after. visited her massive rottweiler. i wouldn't like to meet it. anywhere.

now i am home again. freshly showered. lying in bed, waiting for sleep to come and take me away. goodnight world.

one

2009-06-22T14:10:00.002+08:00

woke up this morning by a text from wilh for breakkie. showered and picked she and gabby. met up with jeff at foody goody but 7 dollar laska was having the day off today. bumped into darren and co at foody goody.

then we headed to sin chong choon for laksa instead. we saw a humvee. the laksa girl recognised us and happily gave me alot of limes and sambal.

dropped wilh home and gabby at a friends place, she has new puppies. but i nearly fell asleep there.

so now i am home. good.

exam

2009-06-19T19:50:00.002+08:00

today was exam!
was good! thanks to very chun chun notes from matti!
HOHOHO. i only read 3 pages of notes! and all the stuff i read came out! and all the stuff i did not read did not come out.
ahh! makes for a very happy me!

next on agenda! : tomato planting! :D

(which, btw, apparently, has already been, blogged about! hohoho! HERE!)

now is just waiting for time! till wilh comes back and we go play! YAY! :D

p/s i have 2 giant ulcers under my tongue. i think from grinding my teeth when i sleep. i have no idea though, how i did the bottom of my tongue. either way. its making life verrryyy difficult right now. rawrr!!

p/p/s! i have decided to be happy coz being sad is so not productive. so i guess ima just sit back and see what happens next. so maybe. just maybe, baby. :D

ALSO! quote of yesterday! from june! -> (i cannot remember coz it was yesterday. hehe. but it was good!) something about maybe.. ok. i will ask june again. TA! :D

a real post(?)

2009-06-13T23:47:00.003+08:00

so i am so barely blogging now. coz maybe i have nothing to write about. or maybe i just cannot put into words here the stuff. or maybe i just have nothing to write about?

this is a random picture of a hamster i stole off the net. i decided she is a girl and her name is sandy! sandy is SO cute! :D

hmm. maybe this blogging business is not working out so good. exams starting next week. i haven't even started anything. at all.

when all you have is slipping away. and trying to hold on is maybe as effective as holding on to a handful of water. what do you do?

fairy cave

2009-06-10T14:18:00.001+08:00

was where we went this morning.

oOuuu..

2009-06-09T14:10:00.002+08:00

i think im allergic to mosquitoes! i think!

this is my leg! when i woke up on sunday morning!

and this is next to my elbow. when i woke up monday morning!

its so gross looking and even more itchy! cry!!

gawai!

2009-06-02T01:07:00.002+08:00

went to kampong for gawai!

this is what we had for eats! so yummy! but a bit kolien when they killed it. maybe i will have pics soon. then i can(will?) put them up.

also had tuak! and curry and rendang and lemang for lunch and dinner! and played in the river also. but still no pics. moo.

and had fun playing stupid games with cousins. hehe.

okeh. now is tired and sleepy. goodnight!

sanoo??

2009-05-27T02:00:00.006+08:00

here is a picture of matti crying coz of malak mien! i only remembered i have this pic coz he asked if i destroyed it yet. hoho. bad move!

here is a SO PASS true life story by he:

a forest, a beautiful forest covered the lands. you could hear little noises coming from the side, but you didnt know who it was. after a while, you could see a figure coming out of the forest, a figure that was skippin' and singing some songs. this figure looked like a pineapple head figurine, which is in fact a bit weird. anyhow, the (lets call it banana) banana started to skip around the forest after the banana had done a few laps around the forest, the beautiful forest started to shiver. this shiver wasnt like any typical shivers, it was that kind of shiver that makes others shiver as well. this shivering lasted for a couple of hours, during that the forest changed colors from green to orange and orange to grey, and finaly settling back to green. then after this the banana stopped and headed back to the forest. before she could enter a little monkey stopped him and asked for food, for leaves that the monkey had seen on top of a tree. the banana replied "wait here little friend, I'll send my small mini bobblehead to gather those leaves". before even finnishing that sentence, the mini bobblehead already was climbing the tree. this action of generosity made the little monkey feel warm inside. after a few minutes the mini bobblehead returned and gave the leaves to the monkey. then the monkey replied,"aaa, all for me" on which the bobblehead just nodded. This was the happiest day for the monkey. No monkey had one question to ask. why did the leaves change color when you were dancing. to that the banana, said "it was all the seasons of year, fall and spring".

THE END

went to the crocodile farm to play! so fun! but would be better the the crocodiles fought more. or maybe something exciting happened. or maybe if i could actually 'witness the protective behavior of a nesting mother crocodile!' as advertised. but all we saw was skuddy loopies of mucky muck. but still good! :D

june is tomorrow!!! now! :D

akanbe

2009-05-18T01:53:00.002+08:00

i love the sun!

2009-05-05T00:39:00.001+08:00

happy happy brithday to gabby!

sell a sale!

2009-04-26T18:15:00.002+08:00

today i woke up at 6ish to shower! then pengsan again till jw came by to pick me up!

then we went to a charity sale thingy at near behind hock lee. was fun! except for the fact that it was FULL of ching chong and i cannot speak ching chong to save my life! but actually today a bit pass coz i spoke enough ching chong to sell some ice creams and some long life paus! but mostly i carried the tray and jw called out loudly to aunties to buy the stuff. hehe.

today:

*my ice cream scooping skills quite pass! yay!

*im very very bad at faces and names (especially ching chong names)

*dont skimp on the goods if you wanna do business (even if its for charity)

ok lah. enough about sale.

yesterday mark went for some scouts camp! i think it was very good. but felt a bit bad coz i did not go and visit him.

pics later. lazy to upload now.

hmm. im sure there was something else i wanted to write about. but cant remember.

p/s jo's junk is here!

just my luck.

2009-04-15T10:08:00.002+08:00

today i finally dragged my ass out of bed
coz my group mate wanted to have a discussion in class today.
i ran all the red lights on the way to school.
reached 15 minutes early. amazing!
sat in car and read books for 10 minutes.
walked to class. it was a different class.
called the group mate that wanted the discussion in the first place. - no answer.
walked back to my car and dug around for another group mates phone number.
found number and called him. - confirmed room.
reached the class. - already 5 minutes late.
worst part? - wrong class
walked out and met him at the stairwell
followed him around looking for the class.
finally found it 15 minutes later
sat through 1.5 hours of barely pass presentations
end of class. someone asked for attendance sheet. i took out my pen.
my fav part - lecturer said,"ahh. i just count as everyone present today lah" and walked off.

*half the class did not come today. T.T
*the guy who asked me to remember to wake up and come did not even show up himself.

in com lab

2009-04-02T15:04:00.002+08:00

being bored.
already finished my assignment. finished emailing my group to do their part of another assignment.

not happy coz the school's computer is not letting me play poker online.

results of spying on other peoples screens:

of the 8 people in front of me, 4 are on fb.
the guy on my right is doing SWOT analysis (he just copy and paste from website!)
the guy on my left is doing the same assignment as the one i already finished(he is applying for mechanical design engineer post. in UAE)

ok. i better close this in case they spy on my screen. :p

p/s i am so easily amused! just now i was so bored and dying then spy spy on peoples screen then happy already. HEHEHE.

lost

2009-04-01T03:54:00.002+08:00

last night i dreamt about being so angry and conflicted and sad and awkward. and the last bit was just random. hehe.

i hope i dont have any dreams tonight. makes me feel so tired.

got my mojo/update on my boring life

2009-03-30T23:00:00.003+08:00

An expert in all forms of traditionl Furoma combat, the Masters of the Dojo rule their region with an iron fist, enslaving both mice and hunters as servants. Few mice dare to ever challenge the power of a Dojo Master and even fewer hunters dare to hunt these near unstoppable mice.

Never has the need for Grandmaster Hunters been higher as the Furoma mice forces plot to overthrow the King of Gnawnia!

slovenly!!

2009-03-30T14:34:00.003+08:00

uh huh!!!

i finished my work! and submitted even! i still have a bit more that i feel like doing now! but im too lazy to go get my file from my car! so i guess i'll just hafta sit here and waste time!

BOO!!!!!!

why lah am i so lazy??

recent filums what i have watched :

they wait - left me scared shitless for weeks after!

watchmen - x_X

witch mountain - was ok except i laughed at all the wrong parts.

(im have a feeling i watched more but i cannot remember now)

and on DVD:

slumdog millionaire - SO BORING

wild child - lovely mindless chick flick

what i WANT to watch is street fighter: the legend of chun-li!

also! the my bloody valentine show(actually so takut but so sakai!)

and! the confessions of a shopaholic(coz i am a not-so-sekret chick flick fan. hehehe)

....

i have run out of things to write about.

zZzZzZzzzz

burn me once, shame on you; burn me twice, why lah i am so stupid?!??

2009-03-26T18:15:00.005+08:00

bought this at the store yesterday coz the regular one we always buy was sold out. mark opened it first and took one look and refused to eat it. me. are not so smart. made myself a sandwich and WAH! my mouth was so burn for so long! drank so much ice water and ate spoonfuls of cream cheese! rawrr! after my mouth finished burning. it was all good. for maybe 10 minutes. then my stomach started burning. x_X i quickly went to sleep to avoid tummy ache. woke up with HUGE tummy ache and what me and zong call 'the slow trickle of death!'. spent much of today having an unsettled tummy.

THEN! so clever! i just got home. and opened the fridge. and 'ahh. cant have been that bad' and made myself another sandwich. why lahh??? now i just passed the mouth burn stage. my stomach is starting to fire up. x_X

look at it! so evil and nasty with all those giant chillis inside! must be made for crazy people!

the two people that make my day. everyday(almost). :D

2009-03-26T02:30:00.005+08:00

magick says (2:08 AM):

i go eat

i pick food

and anyways if i pick other ppl over you i trust you to understand!

magick says (2:12 AM):

wht is that thing you have n your hand!?!?!

isit some kinda pill make happy!?!?

Champton says (2:00 AM):

actually cherry bomb is such a girly shooter i shudnt be caught drinking it

its one of those drinks

girls drink in a group

den raise their hands and go 'woooo' after theyre done

den they start making out with each other

angel dust says (2:01 AM):

ims ure that was ur iamgination

Champton says (2:01 AM):

lol

yeah its how it plays out with in my head

den i go over and say hi ladies i have melon lip blam on wanna taste

lol

cos i just bought that today

melon lip balm

is not girly btw

is frm body shop

EDIT:

btw. im sure champ is not as girly as implied. but he is so lovely and layan so that i will be happy kind. or so i like to imagine. :D

skim cepat kurus

2009-03-25T20:06:00.002+08:00

is on a little break tonight while i go out and be a lady and also celebrate irenes bday! hehehe. tralala!

i just got back from grocery shopping. for one whole hour. alone. x_X

the story is like this:

me:*take car keys and walk to door* BYEE!!! i going out!!!

papa:where are you going?? help me to buy cola!

mama:oh! you are going to buy things? i want peanuts!

mark: i also want something! buy my drink for me ok? thank you!

papa: while you're out you buy ice also lah

me: im only going to my car to get my file!!! *cry*

was planning to do my work even! instead was sent out grocery shopping. the queue at the checkout counter was SO long! T.T

oh also, btw, my 4 day weekend which sadly was turned into a 3 day weekend is a 5day weekend this week! so awesome! so my weekend starts now! wowzas!

above you. over me.

2009-03-24T23:53:00.003+08:00

thanks to eveyrone for making my life so wonderful! :D

not cool

2009-03-23T23:11:00.002+08:00

AHH!!! i was supposed to get something cool! or at least a job! ANY JOB!!! ahh.. this is TERRIBLE!!! i better go do my assignment now! T.T

i am found! my signature color!

2009-03-23T18:44:00.002+08:00

went to buy new grips just now. luckily i listen to champ and jo and went to look at the store instead of buy online. coz the guy gave me a discount! and no need pay for shipping! so wonderful!

and the white color one was RM8! i could only fing the color one online for RM8 and the white one was Rm15. so eXPENSIF!

but now is wonderful! only regret is i din listen to champ and ask then to wrap it for me. coz i am so fail and wrap is SO UGLY!. hehe. so not superstar already. :p

anyhoo. i think i should keep a tab of how much i am spending on all this. so that i can feel that i MUST lose weight else waste all that money for nought!

tralala!

so far is:

RM29.90 - shoes

RM27.00 - grips

RM13.00 - tennis balls

RM3.00 - shuttlecock

RM4.00 - badminton fees (me and mark)

GRAND TOTAL -> count later lah. im so lazy now. hehe. dinner is now! byee!!

working out is not working out so good

2009-03-22T23:51:00.003+08:00

went to play tennis with jw just now. lucky we are both so fat. else we would have been blown off the roof. hehe. but rally. the wind was so strong that the ball would actually swerve off course when we hit it. however, this might be coz we are both so fail and sortof just lob the ball around instead of hit it at 100mph. hehehe.

plans for badminton is fail coz i insisted on stopping at chica.go7 for lunch. coz then we both stuffed ourselves quite full-ly and. and jw said scared get appendicitis. so we changes plans to running at 6 tomorrow morning.

i just got a text from her saying "halo. i dun think i can wake up tomoro. so just lets be fat together gether la :D"

i still haven't asked about the gym thingy. maybe tomorrow. i need to buy a scale weighing thingy!

let me story you this:

2009-03-22T01:17:00.004+08:00

this morning we went to play tennis! upon reaching swinburne, i very kepo-ly pull up at the mph and said "you guys wait here i go and sign in" this got us in alot of loso fila fala coz i didn't know that you need to get some slip from some guy if you want to use the tennis courts. coz i've only ever used the squash courts before and i only needed to sign the log book to use that. bah. spent about an hour getting things straight (lucky gab was there). and when we finally reached the courts - we found that they weren't locked after all. and we could have just gone straight up and played and no one would be the wiser. x_X

moral of the story : either have all the paperwork done and confirmed beforehand or don't bother at all.

anyhoo. we only managed to start playing at 9 something. after a while the sun got too hot(according to jw it was coz we were on the roof of the building and therefore closer to the sun). hehe. at one point i felt like i was gonna faint/throw up coz so hot! so decided to call it quits before someone falls ill. :p

anyone up for regular tennis at 7 or 8 in the morning? i'll wake up! i promise!

i forgot to take picture coz too busy being hot/ill/playing tennis.

also. anyone willing to give free coaching or pointers? i just found out that, after about 4 or 5 years of not touching my racket, my game is pure shit.